Sunlight, by E.N.G

Sunlight is a moonlit confession to a boy dipped in warmth, detailing an apology for dragging him down with me.

i’m sorry for sending you tens 

of sad videos at 2am but something 

in the way you kiss me told me 

that you would get it. 

i'm sorry for maybe pushing you 

back into that thought process, 

that maybe it would be better if 

no one knew who you were or that 

you ever left. 

i’m sorry that we seem to 

understand each other maybe a bit 

too well. 

i’m sorry i told you we can kiss 

and hug to make up for it and remind 

each other we're alive and 

should stay that way, if you want. 

i’m sorry you asked if you hugged 

me and never let go, what then? 

i'm sorry i answered then there's 

no chance to forget. 

and i’m sorry we'll remember this 

conversation for the rest of 

our lives, but at least we're still 

alive.